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Pamela Tan Mei Bing



20 September 1989
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aaaaAAAaaaaAAAAAAiiiii.....
i cannot take it liao....i dun why i get in to a school that always like to give demerit points...i hate it lor...GO AND DIE LAH...do a bit wrong also got demerit,didn't go TAF also and many things lah....shity ass....chicken pig ....
taf taf taf it really ruin my life lah...get out can a not..cannot stand it lor...those teachers also like this..brain damae liao...like shit like that.i dun mean to scold them or say bad things abt them but they are veri OFFFFF lor...i really cannot take it liao...when typing my blood pressure got higher liao...breathing difficulty...all because of them...unreasonable one..especially the demerit thingy..i really try my best to get out of taf lor but u tought very easy ezzit...try lah...i feel like dying..there is alot of temptation out there ok...can't they just uderstand us....THEY WANT TO GET GOLD IS THEIR PROBLEM...always say living a healthy lifestyle but how difficult to get out ..they know a not...saying that we never put in effort..u are not us how u know..u do not know us enough to judge us...maybe is our genes wat?my grandfather is also very fat what...cannot ezzit...u got problem ezzit...the head woman also...want us to get gold...other girl school can y we cannot????
u always say must be different..can't we get a different grade like sliver...let those taf gals off can???i know some of them like taf but not all right??..i now trying to starve myself lah then exercise 20 hours a day then you all happy ezzit ...wat liao..then i die better...are live for being thin and pretty...u know how many people die when they think that they are fat and want to lose weight in the fastest weight...i live not because of that lor...respect ??then did they give us mutual respect...i know that we are fat so must they soo bad to us those taf gals..we have alot of humiliation liao and stress then u all still so...give as some freedom..i pray to the god...i am super angry lor..
lord:are living just for beauty or sexy..no right but lord i want to faster get out out of taf i tried but cannot..running,swimming,eating pills,and many things still cannot...go down and come up again...loird pls let me resist temptation and let me by may get out of taf pls...lord pls cure me and save me....PLEASE.....i seek for u please come and take me out of this cave...
i am dying....
song recommendation:melody(david tao)
buiiiibibibi :(

...and it died at Friday, April 30, 2004 12:00 AM






yo junying,
u ask me whether shuwen is angry with u or y dun go for cip right?i dun know she dun seems to want to yalk to me lah...i just dun know how??i dun think la..but u know that nowadays she always going with march right i dun know her la...sigh* because of one cip trip become like this be more clear-headed can...ai yo i think she may be just felt left out because u always go with sher wat...like sometimes me also wat...everybody dun put it in heart can liao...junying..i feel that u always treat me like not true enough...not like shuwen,sherlyn and eunice...although i know u the longest(maybe)but we are not really that close lah...u are one of my closest frend but do u treat me the same..i guess sooo...hahahahaha..strange sia i write so much in my blog.....wishing forever friends..
song recommendation:heng xin de heng xin..
by mayday...(die liao nowadays i love this so much)hahhaahaha..

...and it died at Wednesday, April 28, 2004 1:48 AM






wat liew....!!!hate it...nowadays got soo ay test coming on...sick lah tomoro got social studies test...essay question some more...i cannot take it liao..going to die soon...
god:everything that i wanted to ask u have answer me aready...although i did not really quite undersand but lord thankx for answering those questions...
thanks
song recommendtion:tata young
(i believe)

...and it died at Tuesday, April 27, 2004 1:22 AM






Yo, I don't know what's goin' on
But I do know one thing
Gotta make it right
Aiight
Man what's goin' out wit chu
Why you treat her like you do
When you know that girl is all about you
Tell me, why you always lose your head
Should find a better way to handle it
You need to stop this game
Before you mess around and lose (Just tryna help yaWhat a girl wants (What a girl wants)
What a girl needs
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
A guy to be there for her
What a girl needs (What a girl needs)
Ohhh (What a girl wants)
Ohhh (What a girl needs)
Yeah (What a girl wants)Honesty, Love, and a friend
(Yeah) You always comin' down on her
Why
You usin' all them foul words
Why
When you know, she'll do anything for you
Tell me, why you always lie to her
You doin' things she don't deserve
Man, if you don't stop
Then she'll end up leaving you (I'm just tryna help ya)
I know what
What a girl wants (Girl)
What a girl needs (Needs)
What a girl wants (What she wants)
What a girl needs
A guy to be there for her
I know what
What a girl needs (A girl)
What a girl wants (She needs)
What a girl needs (In her world)
What a girl wants
Honesty, Love, and a Friend
You won't know what you got
Til' it's gone
When you're left all alone
She'll be up and out the door
And I'll be right there to say I told you so
No more you had your chance (Had your chance)
Take a hike (Take a hike)
Should've been a man (Should've been a man)
Now she's gone (Now she's gone)
All because you were doin' wrong
Should've listened to me

this is what a girl wants (lyrics)
it roxzz...
treat girls better...man!!


...and it died at Monday, April 26, 2004 2:34 AM






yo babes,i havemy bio test todae...sigh...i learn soomuch but quite a lot of the questions askedi did not touch on it...i hate it man...i dun know whether i can pass a not?my chinese test makes mesoo down liao and now one more BIG blow..i just wana kill myslef...my exams is also coming lor..tiring man..now adays i cannot sleep properly lor because of theexams and tests coming.
lord,my father pls save me be with medun leave me alone ..i a scared of lonely...never say that i am hopeless...ok?!nothing is impossible as god, oyur father is beside u...
see ya...luv ya..
tv show recommendation:perish in the name of love
what's love??
kor..i jus dun know y are u still soo sad, i can see it man!!
love take time to heal..
let it go...let the kite fly dun hold on to it...ok??
be as usual can??
bibi


...and it died at Friday, April 23, 2004 2:27 AM






sian ah...todae got chinese test..i am soo upset cause i did not do very well...
lord pls help me i will want to get the highest but i know i cannot wan...let miracles happen pls...!!!! i dun like tuesdae ..i dunknow test...help lord..CAN SOMEONE GIVE STRENGTH...
I DUN WAN TO SAY LIAO ..
sad arh

...and it died at Tuesday, April 20, 2004 5:01 AM






yo frends how's this week....sian right ?!!but for me everyday to me is very sian wan i also dun know y??not because i am a veri boring person but....nevermind..i have a message to all my good or close frends...
frends:i have been in this school for abt 3 years have met a lot people..and maybe irrated some of my frends before..but veri accidentally...i cannot possible let everyone in this world like me...RIGHT?many things sort of happen...but i am still the same not yet change..yo babes what ever i have done to you all please try to forgie but if u can't...that's too bad...bare with me ok..!!i really did not take for granted of your caring and i really cherish it ..i might not show it but really i love yor man...!!!(think straight pls)you all are the best frends that i have ever met...nothing to say...feel like crying ..thanx for everything....man!!
flying kisses
song recoommendation:ever say goodbye by s club 7

...and it died at Friday, April 16, 2004 2:32 AM






dear lord todae u die for us in the cross...i am really touch ...no one will be like u lord..u are my survivior..u are the one ,the only one who died for us in the cross...no one like u can have soo much mercy on us...jesus u are like the a sponge u can take the water and to let us drink ... u spply with love and mercy...water that we drink is enternal water ..never get thirsty again...
lord let us really hold on to u... never stop worshiping u..let us hold on to your faith..let us have faith in u...resist all temptations bow down our knee and pray...dear lord although todae i am going to meleka but u are always in heart...never fail...only when i am lonely...but i know he is there...for me
lord todae i may not be prepare to serve u hole-heartedly but i know one day i will.......i will worship u lord..whole-heartedly..
thank you for everythin u have done for us..
song recommendation:heart of worship

...and it died at Thursday, April 08, 2004 4:45 PM






lord:please let me hav more faith in you ...jus now i type a lot but the computer ..i mean my internet somethin wrong so i tired to write again
lord i know y i cannot tongue maybe because i have more questions to ask and not prepare to give up everythin to u...but i believe one dae i really will...and i can..i wish that there is world peace also...please help me to let one of my fren to believe in u and accecpt in christ..
thanks you lord ..
bibi
song recommendation:i still believe

...and it died at Wednesday, April 07, 2004 12:02 AM






yo todae is a really bad dae man...but i like todae cause we get to go back home early!!i am having HEADACHES at school alll times...maybe because no air-con i cannot survive without air-con...now i am still in my uniform not wanting to change...i really veri tired...hey shuwen y u didn't come to school for 2 daes...todae no band...i a sort of happy cause i am tired!!
frens:have u ever think...
how evil or cruel can u get when a guy u once in love with u but u broke up with u and wanted to patch back but u dun wan(he keep pestering u )until u hate him!!
what u do to him???
nothing much to say..
song recommendation :maroon 5-this love

...and it died at Monday, April 05, 2004 11:10 PM






yo frends....i am so unhappy lor why my kor can go to hongknog and i cannot lah??this world is always so unfair really...but i think that is really fair to me because he give me lot the attention that i need....todae i am quite energtic though yesterdae i woke up at 3 am an when back to sleep again at 4...i want to tell something to u kor if u ever come in to my blog:my frens tell me to express more..maybe u think it will be a little naive but it is truth lor...u are a great bro even though u really care less abt me dun really talk to me ...1week or 5 days we can dun meet each other, dun see each other face,1week talk less than 10 sentence or so..we are still bro and sis this love and relationship will never change...i know that u still care for me if anything happen to me u will still care!!as u say love is unconditional...i really wish u care to talk more to me, spent more time with family...i know u might not know how i feel but i wish u care...i know now u are in hk and u can't see this message but i really wan to write it out..after writing i feel better...i know u can sense it cause u are a very sensitive person as i know you long enough...
get on with life and dun be depress because or small things always look at the brighter side of live..
frens:dun be decourage there will be someone who will always be there for u like frens and family...get on with life!!
unknowingly i wrote sooo much ..ok then i will stop here!!
song recomendation:christina aguilera-a latin song(sorri i forgot the title)but is one of the song in dirty dancing 2...
bibi..flying kisses

...and it died at 3:33 AM






today i got cross country. so sian lorh. i run and run and run....i veri hungry and tired.
i veri sad because many things happened... i now in phyllis house leh!so NICE leh!phyllis is so nice...she is very shy...hahahahahah....she hates carrot cake...she hates money...she likes pple hu suck up...hahahah...isnt she nice?so nice...juz lyk me!!!!-all e things above is meant to b opposite of it....so tt means phyllis is very bad....:)

...and it died at Thursday, April 01, 2004 8:35 PM