sad..man i cannot take it liew la..this is the first time i feel so damn sick lor..i dun wan to stay in singapore liao of course i know that for the time being i will be there but really lah i can't take it lah...help me lord i really felt pain...inside is really rottening liao...help me lord.wat spare-tyre ...i really dun know la..i also du wan to know..pig la..it hurting lor..soo deep lor...problems happening make it bigger and bigger lor the problem
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4:26 AM
frends i want to tell u something....never give up sooo easily...really if u give up u will lose out alot..have a little more determination and perserve to the end...pls..never say i cannot....although i always say that but i really have my own reasons if have chances i will not wan too...i can tell i might can sing but i am not a good singer or a performer coz i am scared of alot of things...like forget lyrics,stand in a wrong position and stuff like this....hay...i really wan to perform but i really can....although i recommended this song already but i still wan to encourage those who read my blog or to my self or to frends...this song goes:submit more Yolanda Adams lyrics
They said you wouldn’t make is so far uh uh
And ever since they said it, it’s been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say…
(Chorus)
I believe I can (I can)
I believe I will (I will)
I believe I know my dreams are real (know my dreams are real)
I believe I’ll chant (Oh yea)
I believe I’ll dance
I believe I’ll grow real soon and (That’s why)
That is what I do believe
Your goals are just a thing in your soul uh uh
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe
(Chorus)
I believe I can (I believe I can oh yea)
I believe I will
I believe I know my dreams are real (All of my dreams are real)
I believe I’ll chant
I believe I’ll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I’ll grow real soon and (ooo)
That is what I do believe
Whoa oa oa YEA…
(Music break)
Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it’s not for me
I won’t give up I’ll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe….OoOo
(Chorus 2x)
I believe I can
I believe I will (I can)
I believe I know my dreams are real (I got strength)
I believe I’ll chant
I believe I’ll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I’ll grow real soon and (watch me watch me watch me)
That is what I do believe (I do believe in me)
I believe I can
I believe I will (oh yea)
I believe I know my dreams are real
I believe I’ll chant
I believe I’ll dance (I gotta dance)
I believe I’ll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe (I do
end of it never give up ok.....??!!
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Monday, May 24, 2004
1:28 AM
hihi...todae i went out wif my frend ,lynette....we had a lot of fun,we went to shop but wifout buying anything things and we ate lots of things,walk into branded shops wifout buying things..and people looking at us coz we and teenagers and maybe could not afford those expensive things...she is one of my good frend we noe each other for abt 3 yrs but we are quite close....this is the first time that i shop so long wif a frend...my leg is damn pain lor...but i like it man....we shop frm 11 to 5 maybe for some of you might not be long but non-stop is veri scary lor...my leg is very numb and i wanna buy a lot of things but no money, i wan my mummy to come and buy for me...todae too tired soo write so short...
biibii..
take care..
song recommendation:hao shuo hua.ren xian qi
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
3:41 AM
ACILLES....my goodness i love him sooo much although he is like 40 years old liao but he...in troy is sooo cute but he is like having sex wif girls...why..why???i wan him la!!!i think most gals that watch the troy would like eric..(real name)he is righteous and man..but i really fall in love ever since he acted in some show.!!!he is HOT ..i like his looks when he was having long hair..he is soo build up..i like it even though i dun like build up body.....i like his sexiness....at first i thoght that this show wouldn't be nice but in the end i fall for...brad pitt if you hav a chance to read my blog....know that someone in singapore is mad abt you....whahahaha(jus jokin)
chance topic
jy if u hav a chane to read my blog by todae i wanna say sorri coz i didn't wan to go for the idol thingy..pls forgive me...
i know i am a chicken la but if u can sing and i wan u to sing u always won wan to sing in front of someone...like the whole school...sorri i faked you..i cheated your feeling a lot of time really sorrie forgive me...pls..
song recommendation:troy sound track by josh groban..
luv ya
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Friday, May 21, 2004
3:05 AM
todae...y gals..i have done my homwwork before updating my blog...i am listening to songs that i dun really like...is the unbreak my heart but i really think that the lyrics is really sad man!!!but i am not attached so i won't find it veri sad la..i let your see the lyrics:
(chorus)Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
(verse)
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Don't leave me in all this pain
aniway my maid love it...i think she went through alot that's why she loves this song so much
why love is soo pitiful one....i dun like lar...like shakespears the story alot are veri touching and sad..can't take it liao la...
me...i am still going to sydney...i think?!?!i really dun know la..
let nature take its course..
bibi
song recommendation:ting bu dao by mayday
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
11:43 PM
yoyoyo gals..my close frends..i found out one super nice song called i don't wanna know...of course it is not a rock kind of music but is rap and r&b..it is nice u know..y talking abt music,i have band practice now...tues,fri and sat..sian..but i really love music...really i fall in love since i was veri small..i first listen t chinese songs and then english ones then back to chinese...ahhahahaha i now can feel more for chinese songs...i a veri pestimistic coz of all those sad songs la..but i really enjoy listening it..everyone might be wondering why anowadaes...i keeep updating my blog..coz people that know me know tt i am a veri sian and lazy gal..actually i jus want people to know wat i like or dislike or some personal stuffs!!!!!
my skys are dark never be brighten again coz everyone in the earth leave me...as i look out of thewindow everythig seems veri dark although it is in the day time...my goodness.why?people dun treat me they usually do..worse everything or peole seems to change alot...my close frends seems to be veri far...they are close to me but their hearts seems very very far away...have they change or me....
i don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know...
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself(taken frm lyrics)
but telling everyone i am still the corny one never change at all!!!hahahahahaa
song recommendation:chinese song frm jolin(ling meng cao de wei dao)
luv ya still.....ok?!!!!!
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4:30 AM
hey....letter to junying.yoyo gal..wat guy u see online and u fall in love wif him.???and said that u will show me..a japanese guy right??..ya..it is good that u pointed out my bad points and good one..i mean i am happi..i want u to be honest wif me..really.u know wat jus now,i watch the show win a date wif tad hamilton....i freak out.!!!u know wat am i think of..win a date wif any of the BLUE members..and i would be the first one to get heart attack..(i also dun mind wif brad pitt!!!ahhhahahaha)and when i watch the show i was laughing through out the whole show..it is like practically me and duncan only???!!!shameful right...then my whole face turn red!!i love the feeling man..if i could go on a date wif duncan..then my life is done..but when i know that whether he is good or bad...i will not want him coz he might not be as good as i thought of him...but i tell u love is blind..tooo blind!!ahahhaaahha...
yur good points:lovely,talkable,socialble,cute,nice,sexy,willing to play a fool wif me,passionate in drawing,willing to help(sometimes)and other small things!!(good in english)
bad points:bully me,love to tie yor hair,get angry quite easily,and many BIG things...(your chinese need more improvement!!hahaahahhhahah)
but luv ya...no bad meanings..ok takeit easy.
bibibibibi
pam
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Monday, May 17, 2004
2:58 AM
hatehatehatehatehatehate....it is fair????MY GOD...i can't take it ...wat liao!!!jasmine sucks sooo much lor..she is so bitch ok??this is the first time i call someone a bitch....she veri hounoured right..JASMINE TRIAS YOU AARE A SHITY ASS....U REMEMDBER U MAKE ME CRY COZ U DON;T DESERVE IT ....HELLO..IS AMERICANS THERE..???I DUN THINK SO...CAN;T U HEAR TT JASMINE DESERVED TO GO OUT..MY GOODNESS!!!WHY LATOYA IS THE ONE TT GET OUT...I KNOW BECAUSE ALL OF YOU ALL GO FOR HER LOOOKS.FALL IN LOVE WIF HER RIGHT.SHE GIVE U ALL A FLYING KISS THEN U ALL FALL IN LOVE WIF HER RIGHT...WANNA support her right???!!!!!
all the american listen out..she is not an american and are u all races ???!!!allthe supporters of jasmine dun knowhow to listen ..pls dig your ears before voting..latoya is a talent...in my heart,she will shine always...she is the one man...all
irrational supporter are fools man...hahahaha
jpl also rocks but he has been voted out.....sooo sad...now i wish tt fantasia will win...or not diana..they are the best singers now man..love ya latoya...
jasmine remember tt someone in the end of the universe dislike you...
specia delication to latoya:south boarder-rainbow..
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Friday, May 14, 2004
2:51 AM
a letter to a
heartless(joking!!!!) fren of my called phyllis loe...i thought tt she will write a letter to me but it turn out to be.!sigh^i jus dun know how can she be sooo bad to me???indeed sheis a funky,cute,silly and havin some rare mental-problems but she is a good frend of my always cheers me up..ai yotodae she change to become a less active person i am so sad abt it...it made my dae after seeing her but now ..(got nothing to say)her bag was not easy to recogise but her eyes and face is easy to.i jus cannot stand her face so cute jus feel like punching her!!!!!
another letter to a
heartless (joking)frend called qi en...she is also a cute small little tiny gal going to be sick because like to find ways to be slim even though she is so tiny...se is a funny ^blur blur^ kind of people..i can't stand her too. she write letter on water bottles and paper rolls..even flowers and other stuff..indeed she is a veri creative gal..and a weird one...hahahaha
other letter to my good frend called rebekah ever want me to write letter to her but she know what i want...indeed straight-forward,caring,like to laugh,slow^sometimes^and nice to talk to..good frend..coming into this school although i have met a lot of things and frend but these are all the frends i wan...
the above and those whom i write to...
some to chloe dun say i neer write to you never be sad again com on there are many things better to do than being sad...indeed a good gal..
knowing all of you is my pleasure...
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
11:51 PM
yoyoyo....hahaha.todae we no need to go to school but i felt really veri bored i rather go to school than stay at home or go out.by he way todae is my friend's birthdae....shuwen happi birthdae....hahahaahha u are olderthan me liao..todae i am gonna cut my hais because u just dun want to tie my hair..if i tie right i will get headache....i also dun know y?maybe in my heart lah..no exam till term 3 i jus hate it i really really rather have exam now tahn later i jus dun like to drag...
examis really exciting.but is the process only and the outcome is shocking..hahaahhhahaa.SIAN LAHHHHHHHHHH...lord help me i really wanna have a meaningful dae and notjus lying around and that's my dae...aiii yoyoyoyo..sian.
song recommendation.shou ai ni.jolin
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Sunday, May 09, 2004
10:59 PM
yoyoyo...todae is mohers' dae i am not a mother but i gave something to mymother and readers should not know ...to bad...HAHAHHHa...here i wanna say something to my mother:mummy thanks for raising me up and give me the best tt u could and i really appreciates it...i may let u down before ad get u angry or in to trouble but thanks for your forgiveness.......i know tt you wanna to look pretty but i tell u tt health is much more and looks soo dun ever harm yourself jus because u wanna look pretty.u are a veri understandng mother and u gave us a lot of freedom really i love ya....udid have a hard time in teaching us principles and manners.....you are the one man....i think in this world mothers are all good (xcept those who are insane or col-blooded)
thank you...
song recommendation:the nespray song..HHHAAAHAHH..
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3:47 AM
7 may...my principal died in hospital...i think most of us cried because we raelly miss her..this is unexecpted i really dun know what to say it is damn sad man!!!i can't take it lah...why????she scolded me before but i think i rather see her scolding someone than not seeing her again..she is indeed a good principal..when she is here people doesn'tlike her veri much.but when she is gone people starts to miss her....why?we should cherish her from the start right?teachers cried to..
i think tt god ,the heavenly father will bring her to a paradise tt is nothing to think abt abd evrything is nice and peaceful.....school seems to have a very stroong atmosphere and we can't breathe easy..hard to think tt she is dead...everthing seems so well but...something did happen...i cried tooi think many gals will cry cause we really miss her..actually wishin tt she will come back to seee us but she did not....todae i am going to her funeral..i bought her a flower...wish tt it is her favorite one..i look outofthewindow i saw sorrow and i am missing the laughter..the loneliness is still there...
thank you
song recommendation:sugarbabes.too lost in you...
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Friday, May 07, 2004
8:03 PM
yo, i am here to write something that i am fustrated abt again.....topic:taf teachers ormy school teachers.....
i really hated taf sooooooo MUCH lor....i cannot stand them ok?torture ppl ok??wat liew, wat want to get gold for dun know wat thing then want taf girls to lose weight ...chicken lah...thought veri easy ezzzit???......can't take it lor...i know they always say that is for our own good but there are a lot of temptations wat??and the worst thing is ppl like to eat onfront of your face....wat the crap then dun run must get demerit points....WAT IS THAT??? almost everydae run lor....no need to have personal time ezzit...u all say tt we did not try but u all how much of us to judge us....blood pressure go higher now.....dun say liao bye !!!:(
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Tuesday, May 04, 2004
2:47 AM
