hi...my frends.now a daes right i feel very sian..no goal and no pushing force at all..y???actually i also dun know la..but i really wish tt i can cope with my exams..sec 3life is sort of stress....ppl are competing wif each other..y??? is lfe mean competing..i really dun know..todae, i am not sad or wat...but i jus wanna say out my views...(not ofending ppl)...life seems very different..y different??it is becoz ppl talk less now..less communication...i mean ppl should be more sensitive right..even a dog sum ties also know how u feel if u are it owner..are we worst than animals??can we put in more feeling towards each other and not to be selfish..ppl have the right to say..i always tell my self...in this world there will not bebillions of ppl like u...ppl can also hate u like i hate singers like &$%&@$**n %#$!@&*..also wat but remember there will always a bunch of ppl who cares for u as they can be ur loved ones..i really hate ppl who compete a lot....appreciate wat god have give u..it is a pivilege to hav it..last time i use to think i am heavy.y cannot be as slim as beyonce or jennifer lopez..they are hot..!!but now i think god really let me eat...better than other children...he gave me extra more than i needed..hahaha..i am trying to slim down and wait duncan to cum s'pore..hahah..and another reason is to maintain a healty weight and lifestyle...i am trying soo can u!!
stop competing...
somg reco.ladies's night...(old song)but i'm lovin it..hahah..chilled.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
11:47 PM
hi frends..todae my parent leave alone and go to thailand...actually they ask me to go wif them..but i jus dun wan to go...so surprise tt this is my first time sayingtt i am not wanting to go oversea...i have never beento thailand..hahaha....now i am very lonely..staying in my room doing nothing..it will need to last a few more nights..
i am very suck of my exam result lor..really like my maths..wat liao..soo badly done..and my english.but at least english i expected it liao...sian ahh..i relly wish to goout..or do sumthing good....
tooo sian to type liao...see ya
cd recommendation:wow worship..
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Friday, July 16, 2004
5:17 AM
hihihi frends i am back...sorri for not updating my blog for so long but the reason is i jus finish my exams and jus cum back frm australia wif those band gals.i had a wonderful experience man...first my 'kawan'
in this trip is qi en. phyllis. lynette.n rebekah....sometimes joanna..we go there to attend a music festival...i am veri happi cause i saw quite a no. of cute guys...i am soo mesmerize by them...i really saw one guy tt i like soo much and i even take a pic of him..BUT it is sooo bad luck lor....my good fren...lynette...went to delete it...pic is the only thing tt i have but when she deleted it my heart really hurt..it hurt sooo much..i really like him soo much lor...how can this thing happen on me..thedaes there are wonderful..really i never wanna cum back as it is soo damn fun...
at the last night...after the presentation...the hall turn into a party/dance hall..guys and gals were dancing those sexy dance..i think i am the only gal tt dance lor..i find tt i am sort of representing smsb lor.coz..NO ONE WANT TO DANCE..THE PHYLLIS TT WAS SO MAD DIDN'T WAN TO DANCE TOO..I WAS SOO HIGH AT TT TIME..I WISH TO STAY FOREVER (AT TT MOMENT)ALL THE CONDUCTORS WAS STANDING OUTSIDE LIKE TALK TO EACH OTHER I JUS DUN KNOW WHY LOR...THEY ALSO SHOULD BE INVOLVE RIGHT...but i dun care.n on the criuse i met the guy tt i like..it is like titanic like tt u know...U JUMP I JUMP..HAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!HE IS A VOILINIST I THINK IF I AM NOT WRONG....i really wanna kill my fren liao....other days right..wre also veri happi..i wish we have more this type of trips..by the way the guy is from queensland...i think..hahaha..nvm.it is over..god i l0ve u coz u are soo GREAT...
song reco.:sheila on 7-pejantan tangguh..
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
2:19 AM
hey gals i am back frm australia...hahaha..i really miss the cuirsing part and the party...we when to bathurst and sydney...i am very happy and excited when i went to see the sydney opera house..not only the outside of it but also the inside..i dropped my jaws when i saw the nice hall..it is sooo much better than the esplande...i really dun feel like cuming back becoz there is soo much fun..the saddest thing is we will be having exam next week...wat liao...i really dun want lor..can't we jus cancel it..my god where u make sydney such a nice place...the first three days we were in bathurst-(that is very nice sydney)it is a very rural place the time passes slower...i like it man.the ice cream are nice..i remember.the brand of gelatissimo.is superd man.the taste is so nice.the pizza there are huge and really nice to eat...quite cheap also..i also fall in lovewif two guys there one is a loner and the other one is handsome and muscular..hahaha.but wat a petty i didn't have the chance to ask them for numbers...the feeling of going there i cannot express much really...ooo ya.i also fall in love wif a band really they are really good man...fantastic.la.i really love it soo much....my room amtes are also very funny one la..we are like mad in the night..we really lauh like siao like tt....that time is very unforgettable...nothing much but ask me anything in school ok...
song recommendation:ruslan & ludmilla..
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Friday, July 02, 2004
8:17 AM
