yayayah...todae my school has a fair.st.sational fair..we all use use coupon to buy things and my frned leave 20 over dollars in my bag said that she will collect it..but in the end she did not lor..i need to deliever to her some more.todae there are a lot of ppl.but couples too..some are compatiable but some are not..i am very sick these couple really SICK...maybe because i am jealous but i dun know la...sian lor looking at them hugging each other....goosebumps cuming up..eu...i spend all my money and is like $30 not a lot lah..everybody is talking all these stuff abt me, why they can't let me leave...(frm my prerogative)hahah i like this sentence.really cool
they dun really understand..i am watching the wade robson project i felt that he is very talented...i start to fall in love wif him..hahah but he seems very pessimistic abt his life.dun know la..i want a guy tt i nice maybe love at first sight (grin)hahhahah i dun think i will get a boyfrend lor..even my frend taller than me also have not found a boy fren...(dun get angry..the tall gal)
i will want to recommend this song:(lyrics)
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
...the end..
i really love this song because i felt they wrote this very well and really very meaning get a chance and listen to this song...
the sad me..welcome to my life
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
2:33 AM
haaha...todae is my most happiest dae maybe.because i got second in class.i am sooo happy..i just think that god is always be by my side i am very happi..i was the shark tale liao..hahaha..i thnk it is not bad..but i think the animation is great...i like missy elliot in that show...at the last part...is sooo a like lor..i am very happi but yet sad..beacause i can not get the average marks tt i want.jy will surely say tt i am not contented...but i am very happi because of the position and not the marks...understand..i thought i would in the top ten but not second...i thought never be second one..i love to be superior and not inferior..i am inferior of my weight..thats why i cannot get low marks..if not my father and mother even relatives will look down on me..my cousins are like doctors or study in votoria all in good school and me i am a sec 5 student i am very inferior when i met them sooo wat i get high position in class..??this would not help much...
just hope that ppl will understand me..especially my frens....shark tale has a moral..be honest.(actually i dun know but i think it is)hahaha..my mum promise me if i get in top ten she willsew for me a skirt..wooowowow..her sewing is the best..no la.but i like it...cause she seldom help me sew nowadae..
that all for todae...song reco.car wash..
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
1:15 AM
hihi....long time did not blog liao...reading "wade robson" blog..yesterdae(dun know whether is real or fake)...ya...i think i felt for him...he is same as me in same ways like wrting very pessimistic stuffs inside the blog..although seeing his great moves inside the tv but i did not know tt his is sooo....(a sad person)a lot of trouble i really get bored wif thing nowadaes i dun know la..maybe exams is over get more relax and feel tt sumthings is gone...
now alone in the room feeling a bit cold not really but jus a bit...sumthngs is bothering me but i really dun know wat or how to express it out...why??help me..wat love nowadaes means..ezzit jus play wif each others feeling or...really care for the ones you like .may not be wif him or her but wish her the best...i am confused..
actually i am having toothache i am taking care of my teeth but i jus dun know why it will still have tooth decay happening...in this world i really scared of three aches:tooth,stomach and head...realy..not faking..i am really scared of it.....by the way can anyboby who cum in to this blog can tell me where to fing duncan's new singles..(duncan frm blue)i believe my heart.i have been searchng for very very very long..liao...sick lah..ezzit not selling in singapore...i really wan to listen the song tt he sang wif a gal..name keddie...why the gal is not me...i really hate it sooo much lor..if isnot nice i will then..lol....understand?if not i also will still listen..
biibii..
love
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Friday, October 22, 2004
10:03 PM
hihihi...hahaha..actually todae i am still having in my exams.. really gone case liao...my fren jy sure ask me to shut up...but i really think tt this exam is not easy..i still have a lot of points to write for my social studies..i dun know why i am spending time on my source base tt long lor..really this time round how am i gonna face my parents??really i am really scared..really scared that i will retain lor..howhowhowhowhow....iof i really retain i really wish tt god will bring me to my heaven home.even though i really dun want to die sooo early but how am i gonna face my parents and relative..they have expectations of me.i did try hard but i hjust do not have enough time to write when teacher say pens down i am still panicking wanting to write my conclusion for my ss...of course dun have time to check my paper..my fren even cry .... shall not tell who because she did not have time to write the conclusion..actually me too....really i did really write to the point...the marker tt makes the paper i soo terrified..
ppl may be studying now...ppl ask me how was my fair..i jus say one word...FAIL..I AM STILL DREAMING WANTING TO GAT IN top five..IT IS ALLLLL JUS BULLSHIT...i lookdown on myself....really i wish i can do better but i cannot...my chemistry i found out tt i did wrongly lor and the question is i know how to do want lah..wat lew..
may god bless me ... lord u are my source of strength..
song recommendation:he is able..
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Monday, October 11, 2004
10:55 PM
helphelphelphelphelphelphelphelphelphelp....my goodness tomoro i am having exams liao..howhowhwhowhowhow...i am very nervous lah..i am going dead liao...i cannot even goo out now..i am so scared liao...maybe is i did not be fully prepare before the period i am very nervous..is i think my first ever time u know..my room is like.. very dirtyand i sleep in yesterdae first time or maybe is always lie this i really want to reach my target u know...i am very siao.now my head is really blank y=x+c..driving me crazy..hget out right now man..exam slower man.or rather get it over and done wif..
how my frend are you all "piaing"i am diying suffocated...study of ewat.my father ask me to go out but i rejected i really cannot...buti tink i am hardworking but is not enough..
a word for god..heavenly father , your daughter, me really cannot absorb aready i am really going dead i wish that the paper is easy if not "gone case"i work that much maybe u cannot feel it but lord i tried my best if i can't scored how?? i also do=un know how..i worked so hard is not even for me i really want to prove to my parents that i can do it but now??? i really cannot take in anymore...i am in sec 3 next year n level..i put my word first....lord if i cannot get in to to top 10...i wish that u can bring me up to heaven ...i cannot face my parents and anybody..maybe not u too..u gave me godd oppunitiy to study but i did not cherish i am very STUPID..SUCH AN IDIOT..i am a FOOL.not insulting ur creation but really i think i am very stupid.... (dun wan to say anyting liao..lord i really wish let me hae the determination)trust in u...
"HAVE FAITH IN GOD,WHATEVER ASK FOR IN PRAYER,BELIEVE THAT IS ALREADY RECIEVED, AND IT WILL BE YOURS"THERE WILL BE MIRACLEWHENU BLIEVE..LORD I REALLY BELIEVE IN IT..help me..save my soul...
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
10:33 PM
to dae is a happi dae..haha.teachers are not in class although wehave workseets to do but i feels better without teacher..now is 1130..i am feeling sleepy but i wish to blog.. i am guilty for not studying i wish time dun pass soo fast or maybe go back to the pass few daes..actually i am in a delimma..i really that exams is over and i can relax..but unfornuately not..todae i am gonna recommend you guys a song.."my boo"usher featuring alicia keys...i love that song alot man!!hehe...maybe the title a bit wierd but the song is really nice..lord i know i am not hardworking enough and i know i cannot expect u much more than what i deserve i really want u to let me be more determine to study i am still i the mood of playing..well maybe not but definitely not in the mood of studying!!
lyrics-my booThere's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
[Alicia intro:]
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
[Usher Verse:]
Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby
[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
[Alicia Verse:]
It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby
[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
[Alicia & Usher:]
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
8:24 AM
