MOST IMPORTANT THING..BAPTISE.WOW..ROXS..
hoz..how's life..actually i am going to be baptise on easter even though i am quite scared but actually from my bottom heart i am very happi..really..cause i am able to tell everyone that i am a dughter of god..i am renewed..even though i have my weakness and may not be participating actively in church but i think is tt strength tt he give to me and really wan me to be his child..maybe frens will think tt i am naive and think highly of myself but i am 101%sure tt i wan to be god's daughter and not matter what i am still his daughter..and no matter what he will still be my father..i need and will have faith in him and as well as myself..i know mysef if i strongly believe in sumthing i will truely and faithfully to it and not others.ok..
late fridae we have an exchange..16 schools together like a small competition..conductors said tt it is not but i think they are comparing..some bands are really good like acs(I)and haixing..sec..our school i have not hear the recording so i cannot gove any comments but i think my part i played suckily..by the way i played on the euphonium..really puking..cannot really pitch..lips too thick liao.
the LAST THING i really think tt frens around me is like trying to avoid me i really dun know why i will have this weird feeling jus give me the answer FRENS..CALLING TO ALL FRENS PLS WRITE ON MY TAG BOARD WHETHER U DISLIKE ME OR U LIKE ME....PLS GIVE WIF REASONS SO ABLE TO CHANGE MAH..ya...really i felt like crying becoz.my beloved bandmate stephanie like dun wan to talk to me even my juniors..really sad like all alone in this world..like a loner..i am a cheerful person for those how know me..but tt dae really i felt my heart is aching badly..
confessions:stephanie and juniors..
pls dun think tt i am very complicated i am alos able to play wif one lor..i really wan for your love i am deprived of love..really i hope u will treat me better..top avoiding me or not talking to me..i will be very sad..
#i can't breathe when u say u never love me anymore..my heart was torn apart when u avoid me.i love u as deep as ever..ezit i did sumthing tt really make u mad or jus i am too mushy..i am a passionate girl.so cannot blame me..living a dae without u in life is like losing a part of me#
bibi..hope u wun think tt i am a les. i am jus to passionate.."gan xing"(read it in chinese.)
love.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
1:25 AM
this whole week is all abt band..sad to say but need to face reality..sumtimes i really love band but sumtimes not..ok i will talk abt 4 of my section and band mates(linked)..stephanie,lynette,jazreel and joey..it is reminded that they are all in my section..
stephanie..
she is a lovely gal..yesh lovely..hahah.nvm and helpful..but nowadaes she dun seems wanting to talk to me..i am preety sad abt it..i also dun know why but i really feel tt she is avoiding me can?!todae she said sumting tt make me sooo shocked can!! i feel very inferior when i heard your playing..BUT ain't yours nicer..i can say among all three you are the NICEST can..so..ya ..
frm the bootom of my heart i really think tt u are a very good fren and i cherish u as much as anything else man....my love for u will never end till that dae u die..my breathe will still be there until u want me to die.i really willing to walk with u through everything single thing..when u need sumone to talk to..REALLY DUN HESITATE TO CALL ME..IT REALLY HURTS WHEN U DUN TALK TO ME COZ ONE SMILE OF YOURS CAN MAKE MY DAE..last time u always say tt i am bad coz i did not talk to u and now are u treating me back the same thing!?is this a retribution or what..ppl tt know me know tt i hate ppl avoid me or not talkin to me..SOO.THINK aBT IT.
lynette..
she is a very funny gal..real cute gal la..she can talk very loud but play soft..she is a nice person to talk too..this gal is very helpful really..always help me in almost anything.i will chrish u as a SL and a goood fren i know u will never let me down one ok!so dun let me be disappointed to u..let us be frens forever k..sumtimes u think tt i am very sad or behave diferently actually is nothing dun need to be worried..ya.u are so nice to be true.i have been showing love and concern to u CAN U FEEL IT...HAHAhaha..thanks for everything u have did for me thans man..i can never express myself in words u know right..i must show with some movement..i am very easy to get touched so u say tt i never be a judge ...thinkin abt it..yes its true..soo this really show me how well u know me.thans..
jasreel..
hey gal..u are the funky one but yet cute and funny..i know since u were a sec one..i am your buddy..even though your playing okok..we still love u remember..love is all around..thans for sittingbeside tolerating me..thanx..i appreciated soo much..u are the one that made my dae like u talk to me when i am bored ya..u are the one..when SUMONE(the gal i mention above..the first gal)dun talk to us we will start the conversation ourselves..thanx man..if not we will be bored to death..lots of love for u..i know u are the same club with me..we used to hate band a lot..but now even though we hate but we still put in our best right..lets work hard together..hahaHAHA
joey..this gal only like stephanie and lynette she very diao to me..kiddingkidding..hhaha..but indeed she is dao sumtimes really..dun really wan to talk especially me..dun know why maybe becoz i am always making a fool of myself in band..so she dun like or wat..pls dun be soo serious wif your playing rock it all out man..i will want to delicate the following lyrics to all my frends even if i did not mention your name now don mean that is not for u..IT IS FOR U..YES U..
best fren by s club 7:
I remember when we was young,
Playing pool, after school, keeping it cool.
People say we were the troublesome two.
I know the girls liked me and you.
I can never forget the times you've covered my back,
You helped me out and covered some slack.
There was nothing you'd never do,
It was all about me and you.
Bridge: You're my brother, you're my sister,
We'll stick together,
No matter what, no matter what.
Chorus: Best friend, never gonna let you down.
Best friend, always gonna be around.
You know, whatever life puts you through,
I'll be there for you.
We all need a best friend to understand,
A best friend, to take your hand,
You know whatever life puts you through,
I'll be there for you.
You remember the days when we would
Kick back, lay back.
We'd be chilling with the ladies.
Those times were the greatest.
So don't worry about a thing my friend,
Cause you can count on me, thick and thin.
Cause I'll be there right til the end (til the end).
Bridge
Chorus
Come on, come on, best friend (x 4)
Bridge x 2
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
2:56 AM
yoix...
don know how to start man..i fall down in science centre..i think that i am the first gal who can fall down there man..hahahHAA.wat makes me want to blog is because my coolest frends..i really wanna thanks 4 gals(ivey[xiao ling],sherlyn and rebakah)of course there is some others who really helped me..they are the main ones la..sherlyn have be with through out the thing it was pain..she was the one..nad she went down and carried a wheeling chair just for me sia..xiao ling and rebekah supported me and everything went so smoothly...i am now in pain when i am typing this thingy but i am eating the pillow..hahahhehe..i will be fine man..thnaks a lot ya.love u.
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Friday, March 11, 2005
2:22 AM
hoz...nowadaes quite busy la...so very long didn't update liao...haha!!tuesdae had a exchange wif temasek secondary..wow..not bad..impressed wif the brass..the base sound is thick like dun know wat..we can never be like that..really..they have i think 4 we have at least 5 wat de...they are soo much stronger can but i think euphonium did quite well..we play really not bad..compare to them la..some notes they cannot pitch but we can..the only thing is that we really think that we are to soft...come on euphoniums...play loud la..a lot of people dun know wat is euphonium...we nust show them yes we are here..power..haha nvm..i am going to do sumthing abt that.
the merry widow..
=they played very well-more dynamics then singapore rhapsody..
=they have a thick sound man..soo thick until have goose bumps..
=conductor is "into" the pitch,tone,tunng of the band..
i totally agree wif wat he say..play loud wif a nice note..not blast..go to a field and play loud or stuff cloth..
=they played merry widow until i cried..I CRIED.. that really touched me till the bottom of my heart.like someone you have loved soo much and when sumthing happened to him or her, she died, you also want to die wif her..that pain u can never imagine ..if u never been through.. my pain i felt is never i can express.
ok nvm..we will work towards it..
to my frens:
todae my fren ask me whether i will die for frens a not..i said no..but thinking back i can't answer the question because example..if the frens is because of u and she died in a car accident then of course i will not live by myself i will die with her.. but is she the wan died in a car accident then i will not..and must see circumstances...i really dun believe that u will die for frend ..cannot be especially at this age..soo many things u never expirences yet man...but of course this is personal opinion..not against anyone la..pls..chill.i will chersih them really ....all myfrens i really dangeruosly in love wif u all man..u all are really the one that make my dae everydae..thans ya
i owe qien a present i will never forget..i will buy one.
specially for u..
bibi..stop right now fingers if not i will chop off all..kidding
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
7:34 AM
