wat the heck..
lots of love..
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Friday, April 29, 2005
2:31 AM
die liao..oh my gosh..lord help me to forget about him.i think i have fall for him already.i rally confused.he is really a good guyand came from athens..ya athens..but he studied in uk..cool right..it is fun talking to him..this year he is 21..and i am 16..his name is..i cannot tell..but really he is a great guy..he touched me when he said that he dun want to have a girl frend because he dun have time for her and it is unfair to her. from here, i know he is a great guy.i love to talk to him even though there are many interruptions.i want to delicate this song to him..i think i had a HUGE crush with him..todae i am damn sad i a unable to send him off..he is going back to athens.i actually wanted to hug him but..i did not pluck up enough courage to say.anything anymore..i really wanted a hug very badly..
but i really scared tt he will affect my studies as i think of him too often so that is why i wan to forget him..can i?ami able to forget..
the song is all or nothing.
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair
Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it
Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell
Chorus
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never
Chorus x2
i dun think i can forget about u..but i will try..
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
9:08 AM
what duh..actually type a very very long letter to REBEKAH HUANG XIAO QIAN can?! BUT COMPUTER got sumthing then cannot.but rebek i jus wan to say i am sorri for not taking care of your feeling and i hope u will forgive me..i will try to care more for u and i really hope our frenship will last as ever..i wanna tell u appreciate what u have done for me but is jus i am not good as expressing out so i am very sorri..i really thought tt u are going with march and your class mates..but i didn't know u was hurted..and angry but really i dun like when u are angry becoz i hate when ppl dun talk to me and give me black face leh..pls i am scared of it liao..i wanna say.YOU ARE VERY THOUGHTFUL FOR ME..THANS FOR EVERYTHING U HAVE DONE FOR ME..even though jus now(15/4/05)u were angry but u asked me to sit down when the person stood up i know u still care for me even u are angry with me..thanks love u lots..i have more to say and write but i hope u can feel it through my heart and i do not need to speak it out and.. stand close to my heart then u will know how i feel abt u..
i wanna delicate this song to my beloved fren name rebekah..PLEASE LOOK AT THE LYRICS AND U WILL NOE HOW IT GOES..I LIKE.. I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls
Want You To Know That We Love You (CHORUS)i love it.rebek hope u will read and forgive me..thans..
thans for being there whenever i need u..i really hope tt not only march the one u are going for..i am here..too..look and call me pls.dun be angry la..this is not body's fault so next time i will go with u okay..i promised.take my word..actually i counted actually i go out with u more than with junying they all leh..i take with u more neoprints..really frankly speaking..hope u will believe..from the bottom of my heart..really..hope u read this..i luv u ..(as a fren)really frens forver.actually they are not going with me i am meeting them.to the musical..so u and i the same..wat..so dun be angry liao lah..not pretty liao..like this
Verse 1 Beyonce]
Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy (Yeah)
We've Seen This All Before
But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You
[Chorus]
Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Someone To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're You're Girls
Want You To Know That We Love You
[Verse 2 Kelly]
See What You All Don't Know About Him
Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me
It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know He Be Tired He Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My Man
I Don't Think Ya'll Understand
I'm Telling You
[Chorus x2]
[Bridge Michelle]
Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Our Help?
We Known Eachother Too Well
[Chorus x2]
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
11:13 PM
haiz..super duper sad can...actually is disappointed..why why can't we get a gold with honours..i was soo..CONFIDENT CAN!but we got a gold and tt is also good enough liao la..i think i have fallen in love with a guy..the guy some sure know one lor..especially is lynette..i am soo deeply in love with him..the guy with a pair of long and beautiful arms..ow..! 'shuai' can..hahah..joking only la..i am in love my conductor..haha.joking..really..but i really like him as a teacher..is he the one conducting the feel of the music and todae my hands are aching coz too touched then move too much..mr tan i am very scared because this year all sec 4 express all go liao..then i and juniors i am very scraed tt i cannot cope lar..how?really how? i really dun want to perform but i want to watch me own band growing and playing in a concert hall..tt feeling is so good can?!ya..yesterdae i cried and finally i cried..i am soo sad and disppointed and not because we cannot get gold..but is jus that finding is very unfair..this world is jus unfair..noting else but unfair.but sometimes is quite faor also la..dunno..confused!t cried and my heart is taring..that pain tt i feel is like dunno how to say..i am really in love with band maybe not band but is music..i love to sing..lord thans very much nomatter what we get really..we had a great eight months..and i am ver sad tt all sec 4 (e) and 5 is leaving and all my level one in my section all go liao !!!how? really i really desperately miss them a lot can..my heart aching whenever i think of this..believe it or not!heart aching..i am missing u badly..i can;t sand myself not leaving with u..my heart is always with you..really.lots of kiss.
delication to sections and of course conductor..yu char.leonard tan.
Share my life
Take me for what I am
Cuz I'll never change
All my colors for you
Take my love
I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are
And everything that you do
I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
chorus:
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I Have Nothing
Nothing
Nothing, if i don't have you
You see through
Right to the heart of me
You break down my walls
With the strength of your love
I never knew
Love like I known it's with you
Will the memories survive?
One I can hold on to
I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
You're the love I remember forever
Chorus*3
hope u will love this song coz this is my favourite song yeah..lots of scttered dreams
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3:09 AM
hearing merry widow now..i really hope and wish tt our band can get a gold and really do well..i really need to use the RI'S motto/slogan-we should.we must.we can.we will...i totally agree it..lor..i never hear my band played so well before can like todae i am moved by every single member in band..it is soo touching can?i really dun know how much i need to say and enforce u know...we need to get a gold no matter how..just now the band is giving me the feeling tt we can get gold but now..i dun know..i am not nervous but excited..becoz..this is all sec 4 and5's last year we really want to do the school proud like mad..i need to feel the music..i really need to move, not blast, showmanship..tell ppl that we are not lethagic..we must play the best of all..we must we should..with the strength of lord pls..HELP US..
this is a short message..and calling out to phyllis and qien..why?nowadaes we dun go home together..avoiding us izzit..we duh..!?very bad can!i need u as a friend can dun like tt la..!!!!
bye.GOLD WITH HONOURS ..PLS..LA
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
7:53 AM
hi...ai ya why always start with "hi"..weird..yes todae i am going to comment our band and compared to other bands..really first i really want to comment on our band that we really improve a lot not tt i am bragging but we really improve in tone and everything but there is always rooms for improvment..this year my slogan is 'our band, GOLD IS NEEDED' we are really at the desperate state of getting a gold..really because others like indian dance got gold of honours..what de gold of honours can!!!if we got it really oh..my..goodness liao. i will thanks lord of course and thans our lovely conductor and bandmates..but is really quite impossible la..BUT GOLD IS REALLY POSSIBLE.
compare to other bands..
-we really did extremely badly in articulation..
-bass sound is REALLY NOT STRONG..
-basically is not there..
compare to other band we are still far like heaven and hell..
examples..like RI, TKGS, ST PATRICKS..
-they have put in a lot of hard work to get to this stage but really lot more to go..
- i am a very pessimistic gal, and really judges..give us the gold..we really need it alot..
-how say tt we dun have a rich heritage so therefore we must fail..mr.tan i really dun think so can..how say that we must know where we stand.. we this batch can make a different..we must aim high and everyone put in effort and some people dun paly TOO LOUD or TOO SOFT..must have confident..i agree tt we have nothing to lose..really...so13/4/05 we are going to ROCK THAT DAE MAN...!
love from a gal..??
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
6:46 AM
hoiss...long time didn't blog i was soo pissed by my computer but is but is not the computer's problem is the internet got problem..nevermind..congrates..the indian dance got gold with honours..i also want the band to get but i think gold is good enough actually nobody will undertand how desperate of getting it..bacoz of these..any of us practice even though cannot compare with chinese highor temesak but we really worked hard for it but ppl usually dun see how hard u work but is only the results.i am very happy because the sch rehearsal was nice but sad is tt we have deproved..this really discouraged me alot..calling out to mr.alan..
i really hope u know and you rea able to see that the euphonium players are really working hard not only us is practically the whole band..the passion in us have u feel it..if not u are a cold-blooded person..how much in our heart wanting to do well can u feel it..anyway i really need that gold..i know tt music cannot be judge like tt...but human are very practical they think tt competing is the best way to find out who is the best band..but in fact,how can u define music..
i really wish that we are able to play well..i need to get gold..we need it..lord eally help us..nomatter what pls..calling out for u ..!
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
7:03 AM
