yup..i blog again..i feel that i am a failure as i have done really badly for my exams..of course the self-esteem i have have drop down so much but i will back coz pamela tan mei bing is damn strong never give up..those girls want me to die?! i will never..coz i have girl power..no one can ever pull me down no matter wat..i will be back with my confident and set a goal and go towards it..i am able to take up challenges and whoever wants to compete with me COME..i will play with u..i discribe myself as a wild flower(even though i am not that nice) ya..wild flower..who wants to play with me..watch out man..the strongest flower is which types of flower u know?! is the wild flower as they are very adaptable and able to grow wherever and whenever they want..i will be that..forever..will be.. In my life.. i have many frens around me and always bless me..thans god that i have this type of frens eg. prisca.. i am very thankful tt i have u..you are the one who prayed with me and even though i did not pass my s.s but i am really thankful.rebekah..sherlyn, juny and eunice thanks too.pamela i know tt u always wanted to score in your humanities but this time round u did not..never give up becoz all people who name pamela will not..i will be back and shine..thanks god and hope that i will always be bless.
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
7:36 AM
yup..i blog again..i feel that i am a failure as i have done really badly for my exams..of course the self-esteem i have have drop down so much but i will back coz pamela tan mei bing is damn strong never give up..those girls want me to die?! i will never..coz i have girl power..no one can ever pull me down no matter wat..i will be back with my confident and set a goal and go towards it..i am able to take up challenges and whoever wants to compete with me COME..i will play with u..i discribe myself as a wild flower(even though i am not that nice) ya..wild flower..who wants to play with me..watch out man..the strongest flower is which types of flower u know?! is the wild flower as they are very adaptable and able to grow wherever and whenever they want..i will be that..forever..will be.. In my life.. i have many frens around me and always bless me..take god that i have this type of frens eg. prisca.. i am very thankful tt i have u..you are the one who prayed with me and even though i did not pass my s.s but i am really thankful.rebekah..sherlyn, juny and eunice thanks too.pamela i know tt u always wanted to score in your humanities but this time round u did not..never give up becoz all people who name pamela will not..i will be back and shine..thanks god and hope that i will always be bless.
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7:36 AM
what the heck..i failed two subjects.OMG.lord is not that i wanna use your name but is just that i am really sad...even i got good marks in some subjects but so? i am very tired and sick of my marks... nothing better to say, i only hope that i could pass well to get into 'o' levels......
a message to lord: dear lord heavenly father, i know that i have put u down as i did not get the marks that i suppose to. i know that watever marks u have for me is wat i have deserved i did not blame anyone or cry but i reflected i know this marks that i have gotten i should not be blaming anyone butmyself as maybe i did not studied well enough and it is all last minute work but lord please give me a more chance and i will cherish it truly and that i am 'n' levels i really hope that i am able to pass with good grades and do well for others to see,for those who have looked down and depised me before.i know this road that i have choosen its hard but u know wat? this will motivate me and push me. . lord are u willing to be there for me whenever i need you and are u willing to be standing right beside me to guide me through all this...when pastor sam was preaching i am ableto feel your presence but now is like i am lost really cannot find my way out...totally lost and i am unable to see my future lord how? can u pls help me..thanks for everything u have promised and lord pls bless me..
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
11:45 PM
once caught into pieces...swallowing me and spit me out..hey..my exams are over..love peace out now slack like heaven..haha..i have not sleep well this few night coz got exams and my comp. just repaired..i have happy that my exams is over but i am scared of the results..i have sacrificed for my exams a lot og thing like no comp. and tv..wat the every time come to exams right always like this one.my mum and dad is coming home todae.. "i dun wanna have to go where u dun follow.." and "stay in my arms if u dare"..i think would be very familiar to u right..vonzell solomon..OM goodness.she is very good..too good to be true..this few days is super tired and my complexsion has gone from bad to worst already..ai yo..and on sun i need to stay up to mondae morning 7..i am betting with sumone..yes..i hope i can win..i mean stay up till morning.tomoro some of my frens wanna go out but i wan to go but yet dun..the feeling is just weird.ya..i promise that i will write sumthing for my fren-name SHERLYN..haha..ok sherlyn is a very'holy' girl as she has a lot of faith in jesus and i think she is a good cell leader..in school her f and n always get so high actually quite envy her..and teacher loves her..especially..MISS KEE.. hahahaahaha kidding but she is a goodie to shoe girl.. she is a good fren of mine..i am really lucky to have her..i am really very sorry that i cannot go with her to australia to study but i tink she will have bright future if she goes..there..wish u best of luck..i need to wish myself also..my exams results i need to man..get good results.pls.i am very sad as i am fat and todae i heard my mum said that her client said that i am very fat..sort of ugly.i was like wat the..toot..want to shout out that word can but think back ya i am ..but so wat i am still me..even though their saying is mean but i am still myself..but u know wat.. it really hurts..i really felt my heart gonna break sooner or later..the most funny thing is i dun feel like slimming down..and i think this obese thing is a family thing..jus a long story..
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
4:28 AM
