wo hen xiang ni... ni zhi dao ma..ru guo ke yi...ru rang wo zai jian ni.. ok.. this is a part of a song dun bother..ok..i have been very guilty of not studying and others are studying... and i still stay stagnant..so..sad..how and tomoro i am betting with sumone and see who is the highest.....in marks.how i am not prpepare..but i still need to take the test..and i wanna compare but is just not prepare........
pls help me lord..but lord i know u will not coz...i did not even help myself..
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
12:56 AM
i was hutred so deeply..i cannot believe sumthing..i know a girl for 6 years and she is leaving me so fast..she is blaming and i know that she is living in pain sje just want to go back to her homeland. at first i can't bare her to leave but from todae on wards if she is going i am not going to persuade her to stay..never..she is too stuborn and i cannot stand her stubornness...her heart is damn narrow..i used the word "damn" meaning that is really very bad..i dun wanna say the details out but she is not the girl that i know before..i hurts when she is leaving coz 6 years but wat can i do she is already not the girl that i knew before.. and i cannot stand her liao..i remember those fond memories..i feel like crying..she just say she canot live her life like tt and she wants to leave..and she leave me here alone with the pain..who has no pain and pressure in their life..she is just enclosed to herself never spare a thought for others...
so wat ever if she wants to leave i will not say anything anymore.. i just wanna delicate this song to here...
Ask me how I feel Tina Turner
Oh I’m waiting in the storm, ask me how I feelWhen things are going wrong, why don’t you ask me how I feelThe night is awful cold, ask me how I feelYou’re much too loose to hold, why don’t you ask me how I feelI close my eyes to follow youTo my surprise you’re so untrueAnd I’m crying, I’m dyingOh I’m waiting in the storm, ask me how I feelWhen you keep me hanging on, why don’t you ask me how I feelThe waters run so deep, ask me how I feelWhen I don’t get any sleep, why don’t you ask me how I feelAnd when you’re down you lean on meYou’re a fool, too blind to seeThat I’m crying, I’m dyingOh I’m waiting in the storm, why don’t you ask me how I feelWhat the hell is going on, why don’t you ask me how I feelWhen you stay out late at night, ask me how I feelWhen you think that I’m uptight, why don’t you ask me how I feel ohYou don’t treat me tender no matter what I doBut I’m the great pretender I’m waiting in the storm, ask me how I feelWhat the hell is going on? When you stay out late at nightYou never ask me how I feel, you just say that I’m uptightWhen you’re down, I do for youAnd now I find that you’re untrue
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
10:42 PM
i have not been blogging this months or maybe a weeks i guess..i decided to blog today because i think that i have done very badly for my english oral..i am really bad for my english and i actually hope that this will pull me up but in the end i srewded it..i am dead i really ope that i will get like25/40..if i can get above a passing grade and i got this marks or higher i will be damn damn damn happy..i need thos oral to help me..i was stammering and i did not really describe fully what is the picture about..i kept pausing and i know that i am dead..the previous prelim oral i wasn't that bad i got 29/40..and i was satisfy with the marks and now...omg i really very scared my heart i coming out sooner or later...i hate this oral..even if is the chinese one i am very sure that i am able to do well..at least not a "on the fence" grade..when i walked ot of the room i am very scared i showed a hand sign of dead...i was asked a lot of questions...and that i not suppose to be the case...u should talk a lot and they are the one suppose to stop u..my mind is blank..i have a dreamt about the conversation ..i dreamt that the examination asked me that question that i was tested..but still i am unable to express out..i really hope by god's grace and mercy he will pass me and eventually pull the whole english grades up.lord i really pray hardthat u will be showing mercy and grace upon me and really let me pass and get into sec 5..i really dun wanna be retain in the same class..lord heavenly father..the time u promise me that u are gonna keep to your promise and let me at least pass my english ..is ......5:10 pm..in the afternoon..lord i take it that u have promised me as now s raining and i treat the rain drops as every blessing u have shown upon me...
lord thanks for everything...
love . peace. victory..is mine.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
5:05 PM
