oh my.. very long time i did not update my blog.. yup.. just finish my prelims and still going for my 'n' levels..i am scared coz actually aiming for a 4 points but no is like 6 points.. how man..i really scare man..i want to do myself proud but still..actually i did improve form mid year but yet still long way to go.i hope that i am able to do well and not retain.."when i look out from my window..i saw nothing but darkness.".. this sentence really can show how i feel now..very dead and hopeless.how? what am i going to do.. the drive is not within me..i am pressurize..my god..please help me i know that what i have done u saw it..and i really hope i can do u proud..u have chosen to be the one man..!! i hope that i can improve in my chinese and english.. basically my language as they are poor....i hope that after my'n' levels i can say" i saw rainbow and a pot of gold.. and that will be my reward!!!!"
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
1:44 AM
