oh man, i have not blog for like years..and i dunno y would i wanna blog again..just have the sudden urge to blog right away..this few days i was very lethagic and exhuasted..i dunno y but maybe is becoz ppl around me is all like started studying but i have not..i dunno why this year i am so" slack" but actually i know tt when time comes i will study but not now..jus becoz i cannot absorb soo early..ya i have been pondering over some questions..like ppl around is starting to leave me..and i dunno y.? like all my band frens leave for good.. and me, still stay at the same spot..soo disappointing..and not only tt..frens like use to be very close to me have leave me alone in the dark..i mean i am not alone but is jus tt things are changing quite a little and i hate changes..i am going to move my house already sad to sayi am not happy..seriously.i am not able to go home with frens..(but anyway the frens also dun care one whether did i go home with them anot..since they have their frens..hahah) the saddest thing is i have been in this house for like 10 years..to me 10 years is alot..and after this year ppl are leaving for further education..and me ? i dunno wat i will be..thinking of it makes me scared..dunno will i get in contact with them anot? or i will make new frens..i have many wonders..yet to find out.i cannot bare to leave my frens and my house..love peace out..pipi
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
11:33 PM
