hey ppl.. happy things to blog abt.. firstly.. its been day since after my birthday.. haha.. i was sooo touched by my friend because like sher and gang baked for me a cake.. damn nice..(i mean the taste of the cake). and becoz of the cake she did not really study for her last paper.so sweet right.. my goodness.. after then i was like sleeping.. taking my nap. i then receive a 5 pages long msg from rebekah.. soo sweet also.. wa.. thanks for everything.. everyone that gave me presents..presents really doesn't mean anything is the thoughts that count.. i was soo touched that even though my birthday was during the exam period .. ppl still remembers it..i am really grateful to have u as my friends.. the joy and laughter.. tears and sadness.. is really part and parcel of my life.. dunno how to live without u guys.. gonna miss the sch.. not the sch itself. but is the teachers and friends.. like girls in 5/1..5/2..5/3.. and my juniors. ahah.. another thing.. last friday.. club.. haiz.. worst clubbing section ever.. dun talk abt it.. even though it sucks.. i still make the best out of it..pipipeace out..really gonna miss u guys man..song: boys two men.. its so hard to say goodbye
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
4:06 AM
yeh.. my birthday tomoro.. haha.. today wanna blog becoz something good happened to me.. my cousin bought 30 over clothes from thailand.. from me and my mum.. wow.. 30 over.. anyway.. can't really wear all of them.. only can wear like few of them.. mainly is becoz of the size of my b--bs.. ahahah.. kind of proud to say that.. but sad to see all those nice clothes been wear by others.. i am very upset abt the f and n paper that i have today.. wow.. ALL KNOW HOW TO DO WAT.. wat the.. hard like shit can.. i mean especially on section c and anyway cannot say anything becoz didn't study alot.. haiz.. but nvm.. prelims.. Os work harder.. hey birthday tomoro.. and last paper.. gonna be very happy.. ha. and friday will be a very happenning night.. but i dun even think i can make it.. haiz.. nvm.. i will try my best to persuade.. my father came back from overseas. kind of miss him though.. haaha.. anyway is rare.. but anyway i love my family soooo much.. muacks....pipipeace outsong:right where u want me.. jesse
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
12:22 AM
woo.. been blogging.. not bad.. haha.. i just finish some of my prelim papers.. and have f and n to go.. haiz,.. need to memorise alot man.. ya.. i have been trying very hard to do well but sometimes it just wun go ur way.. i felt that effort that is put in.. has gone to waste. nvm.. life is like that.. ya.. talking abt clubs.. ha.. rare! i dun have the feeling of going already. maybe too stress and even thinking makes me feel guilty..ya few days ago i read someones blog and i really lol man.. shouldn't reveal the person's blog but just find it funny.. maybe at least for me,.. i am glad that i do not need to retake my chinese paper.. coz the paper is quite difficult.. maybe the reason is that i have not touch chinese for YEARS... haiz.. exams are killing me man.. killing all my brain cells.. yesterday i open my bro's laptop.. i found something.. something that he wrote really makes me feel like crying.. i know that these few years he have been leading a life that is not wat he actually wanted.. and he struggled through relationships and problems.. and i felt like crying is because he have kept it all inside his heart and it hurts when i am unable to sense it.. and i need a comp. to tell me all his feelings.. as a sister i felt helpless. i totally understands all his feelings and i am starting to feel for him.. he really worked very hard but maybe is the obstacles he face in life that really makes him feel soo down.. i know that will nv find out that i have this blog and i am writing abt him.. but i just wanna say something to him..kor.. i know how u feel and i know things is not going ur way.. but u actually can say it out and maybe u will feel better.. u seems really normal this few years but i know that u are not..maybe u have pass the period and u feel better now but remember if next time the previous generation has gone.. i am the only one on this earth that is flowing the same blood as u.. so i can sense how u feel and i know that i will be the one that can share problems besides ur wife or children.. soo i do care for u.. and do u know everytime i did something wrong or i am very fustrated with studies.. i will start to cry.. and u will always say" silly girl dun cry".. from this i know that u really care for me and i am very touched.. but sometimes u will just act like strangers.. haiz.. anyway blood is thicker than water.. hope u r happy right now..peace out pipi..loves.. everyone
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
2:01 AM
Hey i am here to blog again.firstly, last week i went to liquid again.. i am very sad and depress that the place had closed down becoz it contains too much memory..that is one of the club that i find rocking. anyway. i found out something that quite suprising.. it is my cousin's blog.. she is a person that is very guai and listen to what parents and from her blog i am tell that she is not very happy.. and i have read her entries and some of it is quite sad.. and really need someone there to support. i just wanna say that she is not alone.. sometimes i felt that way to.. i also hate comparison and competition( and in fact i have loss the faith in myself that i am able to do well.. u can see it by the rate that i am slacking.. haha) ya.. sad to say that but i need to admit that i might not be able to achieve wat i want..i realise that nowadays i am very slacked and no motivation and drive to keep u go now. and the worst is this year is my Os leh.. how..dead la.. once i put in sooo much effort and excel but now is like omg slack.. compared to my other cousin.. he siao one can sooo smart and very hardworking.. U SEE COMPARISON. life have too many things to compare.!!pipi.. sad at this point.. i think not sad but is numb and can't feel anything.!peace out..song i am listening to : doing too much
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
4:27 AM
