Ying kept asking me to blog, finally have the mood to blog now. I go to school today because i find it redundant. Sorry lecturer.HEhe. I just viewed someone's blog, and is kind of pissing off because i don't understand why someone can be soo naive. Waiting for someone who doesn't love her anymore.. kept pondering over her pain but it was all past. She kept using all those vulgarities, she thinks she very great? Sorry that i have commented so much even though i don't even know you but seriously i think you should wake up, life doesn't evolve only around men. Exams are coming and can you believe it that i haven started studying. Oh my, i think i am dying. I really wish that i will pass all my subjects.
Messages to friends.
Rebekah-
Hey i know that when you have time you will view my blog. I really wanna say that i still treat you as my very good friend, even though we may not be in the same school.Hope to see you soon, and i really wish that it will not be a burden to you because you seems to have lots of friends in nee ngee poly. Remember that we will be friends forever?.Yeah. Hope we can keep our promises.
My gang-
Hey girls. *alphabetical order* Eun, Ying and Sher.
Even though we have not been meeting up..( not referring to sher.. hehe) i think we have a stronger ties.
Eunice, both of us have gone through many things.. like getting together, breaking up, prank calls during O levels.. i never though that i would be so close to you so hope our friendship would last as long as ever. REMEMBER EVEN THOUGH U HAVE JOEL DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO FORGET ABT ME OKAY?. HAHA. KIDDING.
Ying, i am staying in the same hood as you so meeting up is easier. Whatever i wanna say to you, i would say to you directly. But i really hope that you will be as pure as ever even though u get into la salle. we have gone through alot too. like jeh, " matchmaking "(hehe not really..but still) both of you, your breaking up makes me ache soo much. But u are a strong girl, u are able to get over it so fast that i was soo amazed by it.
As for sher, i am in the same school and class but she is still the same, never show her feelings but i somehow get to know how she feels maybe because i claims that i am very sensitive and i will try to read between the lines when she tries to say something. Sher you are the only person that has the same fate as me because we both are still single. Hope that you will get your one and only soon. Hehe. Try to show more of your feelings and maybe you will see a different side of you.
Hashie.
Haha.. i know that you may not read my blog but never the less i will wanna give you some advice. Forgetting about Ian law is kind of impossible because you kept mentioning him but try to move on.I know you can do it because of your high sex appeal you can get a better one easily. Hahaha.
To all my smss friends..
I really miss those days that we were together in the same class, i love our class its small and united. Hope to have more gatherings so to see the changes in everyone. MISSING THE TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER BUT IT WILL NEVER COME BACK SO I CHOOSE TO LOOK FORWARD.
Sim friends..
Hey you all are a great bunch of friends and i am really very fortunate to get to know you all.
I was once lost but now i am found. My tears are changed into joy and laughter.
*thats it man! my hands are aching because of the badminton session we had, more to say but i will leave it next time, which is months later..ahhaah..*
learning a old song.. yi ge ren sheng huo.. damn old but its very nice.!!
ANYWAY BIBI. PEACE OUT!!
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
7:18 PM
school has been a hassle for me, being in the new environment should be hard for me but this time surprisingly it was not . i had made friends that came from everywhere and also they are people who speaks Chinese which is my forte. i love being with them. without them i think i wouldn't be who am i today, the cheerful "bam bam"( a guy who called me that.. soo cute right?) anyway my hobby, singing, i think i have neglected it and i hope to find the " feel" back. back to school is not an easy task for me because i am used to the night life and now i need to wake up early in the morning or school. i am stressed too but i believe those students that came from different secondary schools are also struggling. RELAX is the word that i can calm myself down. after staying in the hospital for 2weeks i realized that stress really cost a lot. i realized that i had spent 10 k for the stupid hospital bills.
i had learned my lesson, stressing out myself did not change the results, work hard for it and don't ever regret.
talking about clubbing, haha, i have been going but not as often as last time. i think is fun but i guess its time for me to stop. haha. stop dancing? no way..i really like the atmosphere and the music. i think the only thing that i can promise not to do is not to drink. i am very thankful for my parents as they really trust me. i will never betray their trust.
lots of love..
pam pam. peace out.
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
11:25 PM
